My God. My heart breaks for you. I am so sorry that you have been going through this. The first thing I want you to know, and I mean KNOW beyond a shadow of a doubt is that his behavior is not your fault so please do not blame yourself for him treating you like this. It is very tempting, when someone we love starts to act poorly toward us, to take the blame on ourselves. However, you - and NO person - deserves to be treated this way.
Next, please recognize the value of your life. Please don't try to kill yourself. This is a heartbreaking time, you feel hopeless, but living through it, surviving it means, when you get beyond the sadness, there is the possibility for new happiness, a better relationship, an opportunity to spend your next ten years with someone who appreciates you and takes care of you instead of attacking you and your property.
I have been where you are in a relationship - scared and heartbroken too. But you are more valuable than you know and deserve happiness. And on the other side of this Hell I promise you will find happiness. You just have to be strong and get there. And trust me, you are very brave and stronger than you know.
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I am so sorry that you have been going through this. The first thing I want you to know, and I mean KNOW beyond a shadow of a doubt is that his behavior is not your fault so please do not blame yourself for him treating you like this. It is very tempting, when someone we love starts to act poorly toward us, to take the blame on ourselves. However, you - and NO person - deserves to be treated this way.
Next, please recognize the value of your life. Please don't try to kill yourself. This is a heartbreaking time, you feel hopeless, but living through it, surviving it means, when you get beyond the sadness, there is the possibility for new happiness, a better relationship, an opportunity to spend your next ten years with someone who appreciates you and takes care of you instead of attacking you and your property.
I have been where you are in a relationship - scared and heartbroken too. But you are more valuable than you know and deserve happiness. And on the other side of this Hell I promise you will find happiness. You just have to be strong and get there. And trust me, you are very brave and stronger than you know.