Im amazed that anyone replied and I thank you for it. I'm so insular, I talk things through in my head all the time, but can never normally speak them. That's I guess why I liked my PC stuff, 'cos I sometimes got nice comments which made me feel good about myself. I haven't got that outlet now. I can't vid or write any more, my PC is gone with all the things I enjoyed about it, leaving me with little more than myself which I find soundly lacking